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Finally managed a shower yesterday. Fell asleep at 8:30 pm, only to wake up at 2:30 am and have trouble falling asleep until 5 am. Then the alarm rang at 6 am and I fell asleep again. Because of course.

Had a bunch of nightmares too. The one that I mostly remember is the one where I was sexually menaced by a blow up doll. Not a sex doll, a blow up doll of a guy with a mustache that could blow up to human proportions from something as small as knee-high. Your ideas about reasons are as good as mine.

Really unhappy about everything.
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Yesterday I had to go to the psychiatrist after work, but it was storming pretty hard, so I called in to re-schedule. Of course now, I am about to run out of Latuda, so I have to call the office so that they sent in the prescription, and I will have to pay for it. (The doctor gives me samples, because my co-pay for that medication is ridiculously high.) Well, we all do what we gotta do.

I have a lot of filing to do at work, and absolutely no desire to walk around or to stand. My feet have been complaining. These particular sandals are better that others, but they are still not completely comfortable, but if I wear sneakers in this humid heat, I will melt and flow away.

I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work.

I had trouble falling asleep yesterday, so I had less sleep than usual and I am grumpy about that too.

Why is life not all happiness and rainbows, I ask you?
thornsilver: (jaeger)
I don't remember if I mentioned it before or not, but some metal things fell out of my computer chair and not it is... weird. I am not sure if it's too low, or if the seat is weirdly tilted, or what, but it is fucking killing my everything. And does not seem to be adjustable any longer. *sigh* I don't need a new chair expense.
thornsilver: (Wanna Play? Dexter)
Not so good the last couple of days. I have upped one of my meds as per psych suggestion. Will see if that will make it any better. At least cat is very understanding about my necessity to hug him and cry in his fur. I have the best cat evar y/y?

Meanwhile just found out that the deadline for the Spring semester college application is Sept 15th, not the end of October as I thought. So, not happening next semester.

I really kind of need to go get groceries, but I have no spoons. Maybe I will have more of them once my food delivery comes in and I eat stuff. (I am not even talking about the other things I must do regarding housework, and search for employment.)

The only thing accomplished today so far is fixing Hotmail account on my phone so that it stops retrieving the same e-mails over and over again. It works for now.

I think I managed to break my computer chair. At least there was a grinding noise and some nuts fell out. (I can't find from where though.) Now the chair seat is sloping? I mean, cat has been using the chair as a scratching post, so it does not look all that decent anyway, but I would really like to not have to buy a new computer chair.

Hope your week is going better than mine.
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