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I hate biology.

Dear reproductive system, a 25 day cycle is too short. I hate you very much, me.

Yesterday I got home, crawled into the bed and listened to two podcasts I have been saving. After that I tried to sleep, but could not actually fall asleep until 10 p.m. Cat really needs to stop yowling in random moments. He has always been chatty, but lately he really works on it. As far as I can figure it out, he just wants me to pay attention to him.

OMG, I still have almost whole day to work. FML
thornsilver: (blue bear)
My mood has rapidly approached awful.

I am really not happy to be here today. I would consider taking tomorrow off, but I am legit worried that I will not be able to force myself to go back.
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I am at work. I don't want to be at work.

I have been going to places I don't want to be and doing things I don't want to do since I was 3 when I started kindergarten. And yet, the last few years, it has been getting worse. I think that was a major reason I could not get out of bed before i lost my last job. Sometimes it feels like I would do anything just to not drag my carcass to work.

It was not even that hot this morning, but it was sufficiently humid that I have gotten to work with my top soaked through with sweat. I hate it so much. (At least I don't live in Arizona!)

Started a historical romance novel. They just spent 50 pages getting the couple of the roof. I mean, I could just see the author allocating word counts to the plot points, so that she came out with a novel.

Realized that the Latuda that I got filled last week only had 14 pills. Which means a) I paid the same amount of co-pay for them that I would have paid for a full month ($75 if you are curious), b) if my psychiatrist for some reason has no samples in her office to give me, I am screwed, because my insurance company would not authorize a refill before 30 days have passed, even though the previous med fill is only for 2 weeks. (I know this because it happened before.) I am so pissed I did not notice this in the pharmacy. Well, nothing to be done about it now.

I have a fuckton of shit to file in the office. I don't like filing. It makes me stand and my feet do not like that.

Tonight I actually woke up and went to get some Tylenol. My hip has been hurting badly enough I could not sleep. Actually most of me was aching all night long, probably because of the weather change. I am 40. I am old. (Yes, I know I am not that old. My body disagrees.)


Well, I guess I am going to get ready and start filing shit. I don't really have any work left I can do while sitting on my ass.
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Deck: Tarot Sampler
Spread: One Card
Date: Fri Jun 23 13:06:37 EDT 2017


Your Card
Six of Coins

Corresponds to Six of Pentacles
Six of Coins is from Joie de Vivre Tarot.

Keywords: Sharing, generosity, abundance, receiving, gratitude.

Reversed: Recklessness with money. Deceit or theft. Lack of foresight. Selfishness.



Presented by Tarot Sampler app from The Fool's Dog.





Happy Connecting. Sent from my Sprint Samsung Galaxy S® 5
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JFC, it is hot.

Yesterday saw Dental Surgeion for a consult about my wisdom teeth. He told me that the two lower ones def had to come out. (My general dentist told me two right ones def had to come out. *shrug* I tend to go with the specialist's determination.) Now I have to find out from insurance how much they are gonna cover. That takes, I am told, 4-6 weeks. Don't you love US health system? Because I love US health system.

I think I am philosophically opposed to anything but sitting near air conditioner today.
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Deck: Tarot Sampler
Spread: One Card
Date: Thu Jun 22 09:24:39 EDT 2017


Your Card
XX • JUDGEMENT

XX, Judgement is from Mystic Dreamer Tarot.

You are being called to face your past before moving on. Acknowledge whatever has happened, accept it, and let it go. A time for change is at hand—perhaps a new job, a new relationship, or a new way of life. You’ve decided to heed the call. You have the experience and the knowledge to move forward. Make your final farewells.

If reversed, this card warns of hanging on to the past and using it as an excuse to not move forward. Similarly, it can mean moving forward, but dragging the past with you.



Presented by Tarot Sampler app from The Fool's Dog.





Happy Connecting. Sent from my Sprint Samsung Galaxy S® 5
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Deck: Tarot Sampler
Spread: One Card
Date: Wed Jun 21 14:15:51 EDT 2017


Your Card
Three of Cups

The Three of Cups is from Beginner's Guide to Tarot.

Three is the number of initial completion, and in the watery suit of Cups it indicates that something of an emotional nature has been achieved. There is something to be celebrated and an atmosphere of rejoicing. Whatever the event, the message contained in it is clear: enjoy this glad moment but be aware that it represents a peak experience after which the regular struggle of life will necessarily resume.



Presented by Tarot Sampler app from The Fool's Dog.
thornsilver: (catzilla)
I just wanted to remind everyone that I love my cat.

That is all.
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Yesterday after work picked up my meds. Also bought mascara (has to get rid of my old bottle) and nail polish base (discovered that my nail polish base is mysteriously missing?). I also wanted to get perfume, since my bottle is almost empty and they no longer make "Halle", but I could not get myself to speak to the salespeople in the CVS.

Also has gotten some food from the supermarket and Diet Coke. I thought I might buy a roasted chicken too, but they were all out, so I have gotten some rice-and-chicken from the food card for dinner.

Came home and tried to pay my credit card bill, but the bank website was down. Then I cleaned the catbox and pulled everything off the broken bookshelf. (One of my bookcases no longer has a top shelf, which broke off. it looks very weird.)

It is hot-hot-hot.

Today I put on a different pair of sandals, because my feet were complaining and I tried for something better. They were fine most of the way, but after I have gotten of the train, a spot on the left food started to rub, so I had to put a band aid on it when I got to work. Hopefully that would would fix it for now.

"The Stars are Legion" is fucking disgusting.
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Yesterday I had to go to the psychiatrist after work, but it was storming pretty hard, so I called in to re-schedule. Of course now, I am about to run out of Latuda, so I have to call the office so that they sent in the prescription, and I will have to pay for it. (The doctor gives me samples, because my co-pay for that medication is ridiculously high.) Well, we all do what we gotta do.

I have a lot of filing to do at work, and absolutely no desire to walk around or to stand. My feet have been complaining. These particular sandals are better that others, but they are still not completely comfortable, but if I wear sneakers in this humid heat, I will melt and flow away.

I don't want to work. I don't want to work. I don't want to work.

I had trouble falling asleep yesterday, so I had less sleep than usual and I am grumpy about that too.

Why is life not all happiness and rainbows, I ask you?
thornsilver: (Default)
Yesterday: did 2 loads on laundry, threw out the garbage, put the needing things in to soak, visited parent's for father's day (with liquor), picked up mail

Today: got myself to work. *sigh*
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Tanya Huff wrote in Tony Stark in her latest SF novel ("A Peace Divided").


Happy Connecting. Sent from my Sprint Samsung Galaxy S® 5
thornsilver: (Default)
1. Liquor purchased for Father.

2. Diet Coke, bread, and strawberry cream cheese purchased for me.

3. Got Chinese for lunch.

4. Prepped 3 worn pairs of shoes to be thrown out.

5. Dug in the closet for more summer shoes.

6. Did stretches.

7. Run the dishwasher.

Happy Connecting. Sent from my Sprint Samsung Galaxy S® 5
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Happy Connecting. Sent from my Sprint Samsung Galaxy S® 5
thornsilver: (girl with book)
I have started on the "The Stars are Legion" by Kameron Hurley. I saw the review of it, and really Had To Read It. So far it's moist. Very very moist. I need a shower after reading it kind of moist.

Meanwhile, weather went down from "hot" to "very warm" and there were two mass shootings in US yesterday.
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Happy Connecting. Sent from my Sprint Samsung Galaxy S® 5
thornsilver: (Default)
Yesterday was companywide picnic, so I stayed home. I hate these kinds of activities.

Instead I went to the dentist. Now my teeth are much cleaner, but I have been told I need to see a dental surgeon to remove my wisdom teeth. Whee.

Then I got a haircut and found out that the Supercuts I have been using for more than a decade is closing this summer. I guess more whee?

Oh, and the earbuds with volume control I got from Amazon do not work on Android. (They still play music. They just do not adjust volume.) Fuck's sake.

And Tanya Huff's book is finished, so I don't even have any pick me up to read. *mopes*
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Appearently Neko Atsume has a Ninja Cat, whose favorite toy is "espionage activities ".


Happy Connecting. Sent from my Sprint Samsung Galaxy S® 5
thornsilver: (blue bear)
The kitten had to be surrendered to ASPCA. She had serious injuries that we could not afford to treat.

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