Jan. 7th, 2017
I have managed to do fuck all today, except for boiling some ravioli. Partly because the weather was putting me to sleep, partly because every time I attempted to turn my mind to something in particular the $8,000.00 flowed to the forefront of my thoughts, and I would grow ... upset. Let's go with upset.
I was actually looking forward to the 2 week recovery after the surgery, hoping to just concentrate on that and nothing else. Of course I cannot do it now. If they postpone my surgery this time because my blood pressure is too high, I don't know what I will do.
To add fun to this situation, the have not actually billed me yet, so my brain is attempting to find ways this is not actually a problem and/or it will go away.
At least today I have been spared a couple of hours of nausea when I discovered that astolat wrote two fics in a fandom I know nothing about (Witcher ), but I will appearenty be sucked in anyway.
I tried to drink some liquor yesterday for medicinal purposes. I could only manage a tiny bit, and it did not help.